I just have no energy to do anything and I don’t know, I just feel terrible.

I’ve done fuck all today and not even been up for 12 hours yet but I’m ridiculously tired and have a headache. Also I keep getting this twitches beneath my eye, that’s been going on for a few weeks now and is bugging me.

My mother tried to talk to me about jobs and I still have no idea what I’m doing after school and yeah.

Then I tried chatting with a friend I’ve kind of avoided for a few weeks and we had about 5 minutes before she left without saying another word.

I don’t know, I hate the idea of being on break because I feel so unproductive and lonely, but I hate the idea of being in school because I feel so overwhelmed and lonely.